This is how great and successful my "love" life is. So I joined up on this site, called ChristianMingle.com right? Thought "Heck let's give it a shot and see what comes up". Well I met this guy, his name is Mike Breckley. It was so weird because here I am, fresh made profile, and this guys' profile pops up. And hot dog he's pretty cute. I took a gander at his profile and liked what I saw. It was straight forward, nothing in the answers that seemed off...so I sent him an email.
Well that email led to chatting and eventually, we decided to meet up that night (Saturday) and go for a walk. I felt awful because while we were walking, it started to pour and we ended up getting soaked. I thought all in all the night went well and I had a pretty good time. I'm guessing he didn't feel the same, because I haven't heard from him. I sent him an email after I got inside because I saw he had responded to my first email and I ended up making him repeat everything he originally sent to me. So I apologized for not checking my email first. I noticed he had logged in but didn't send a response.
So I thought "Oh he's probably been really busy, etc etc etc". Well I logged in today to check my messages and saw he logged in today as well, and still no response. I mean, seriously...is there something wrong with me??? I was myself when we went for the walk, had a good conversation about different things, asked him questions, and vice versa. So yeah...that's been my drama of the week. Sucks. I meet someone that's really nice and interesting...and actually my age, and look what happens. See?? This is WHY I don't date. Yay...for being single and having low self-esteem. This just knocked it down about 30 more notches than it already was.
*Sigh*
Bev
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- Beverly Youngberg
- 27/F, Professional Photographer: Specializes in Studio, Portraiture, Modeling Portfolios. Loves anything to do with Photography, Music, Art, Reading, Writing and Charities.
Beverly if everyone who was their self and had good conversation got the guy they were interested in, no one in this world would be single...and there'd be a lot of infidelity.
ReplyDeleteKeep in mind, lot's of people don't know what they're looking for exactly and need that extra something...that spark. And if you don't give someone that, there's nothing wrong with you, he's just a loser :-P
The good and bad thing about getting yourself out there, especially online dating, is you'll get so use to the routine of dating that you'll gain confidence and will become comfortable with it. Too bad you have to take some major shots to your self-esteem and ego first.